“Whatever, We Are Dying” – An Interview With River
“Whatever, We Are Dying” AN INTERVIEW WITH RIVER photography Saskia Clarke & Jeffe Lingier fashion Mauri Camelbeke & Kaat Van Der Linden hair Wanda Persson makeup Alicia Hurst photography Saskia Clarke dress Shultneck lace top baum und pferdgarten stockings Swedish Stocking earrings Glitter ring ByKrohnstad photography Saskia Clarke With the upcoming release of her new album A Dying Source, River reflects on a period marked by emotional excavation and a growing trust in her own intuition. The project captures her shift toward creating without fear; letting melodies surface instinctively, allowing lyrics to reveal truths she often didn’t know she was carrying. What emerges is a body of work shaped by contrasts: softness and darkness, fragility and defiance, the self she has outgrown and the one taking form. Rather than constructing an image, River leans into vulnerability as her creative compass. The album became a space to confront the fears she once avoided; fear of loss, of aging, of expectations, and transform them into something atmospheric and deeply human. A Dying Source marks a moment of release, a quiet surrender to change, and an embrace of the unknown as part of her artistic evolution. Your new music feels very personal. Do you write songs to understand yourself better, or to express things you already know deep inside? I usually don’t have a premeditated meaning when I start. The words are usually born directly from the chords and the instrumentation. It’s more like the music pulls things out of me. Sometimes I learn something new about myself in the process, and occasionally the outcome is something I didn’t even realize I had inside me until I heard it back. Your recent songs talk about inner struggle, healing, and emotions that are not always easy to face. Why was it important for you to explore those feelings in your music? As a teenager, I often found myself in codependent relationships, held back by fears that stopped me from following what I actually wanted. But when my dad passed away when I was 17, I made a promise to myself: to always follow my gut, no matter what. That was something I deeply admired in him, and I wanted to carry that gift with me to live in that same brave spirit. Once I actually started acting on that promise, bringing my truths to the surface and doing things despite being afraid, I realized what a treasure it is to be vulnerable. Not running from yourself or putting on an act just to stay in the ‘comfort’ of fear. With this album, I felt drawn to face the fears I carry inside, just like the fears I see in the world around me. I’ve realized that in order to grow, I have to look them in the eye. That’s where the strength is. In your new music, there is both softness and darkness. Do you feel that contrast is a big part of who you are as an artist? Yes, definitely. To me, that contrast is where the growth happens. This album, ‘A Dying Source,’ is really about that transition, letting an old, guarded part of myself die so something new can start. I’m seeing life and love through vulnerability and sarcasm, honesty and lies. I think you need both the darkness to see what you’ve been hiding from, and the softness to finally forgive yourself and let go. It’s that balance that makes the music feel real to me photography Saskia Clarke top Pampas bottom girdle Gabriella Danderlö stockings Swedish Stockings earrings Stylist’s Own photography Saskia Clarke top and skirt Gabriella Danderlöv stockings Swedish Stockings headband Eyui Atelier Your world feels very visual and emotional at the same time. When you create, what comes first: the feeling, the image, or the story? It’s always the emotional state that leads the way for me. The images or any kind of story usually just follow that feeling naturally as the music starts to take shape. I don’t really sit down to plan a plot or a visual, I just let the emotion dictate where we’re going and let the rest catch up A lot of your music feels honest and vulnerable. Is it hard for you to be that open in your songs? No, not at all. I’ve realized that vulnerability is actually essential to any kind of artistic or human work. Those imperfections and insecurities aren’t things to hide; they’re guiding forces. They lead me to the truth in a song much faster than trying to be perfect ever could. My work is much more of a diary entry rather than creating content for consumption. I wouldn’t know how to create that, I mean I don’t have that quality. My quality is to be vulnerable and honest with what I want to say. Your artistic identity feels very strong and unique. Have you always known who you are creatively, or did that take time to build? My identity has evolved over time, in hand with my inner journey of facing and overcoming fears, challenging what I thought I knew about myself and life. I view artistic identity as a commitment to truth, always putting my authentic vision over commercial popularity no matter what. I can say I have never been driven by trends, rather the opposite. If I realize ‘everyone else’ is doing something I automatically start looking the other way for something new to explore. It’s just an inner compass I can’t control. But as an artist, I think as long as I stay authentic and don’t spend my time looking at what other people are doing, and stay in my own creative bubble, it will be unique regardless if other people outside are doing something similar. The important part for me is just to stay true to myself and follow my guts. photography Saskia Clarke dress Gabriella Danderlöv shoes Stylist’s Own necklace Kaleido When you write music, do you ever surprise yourself with what comes out? Yes, I’m often surprised. Especially the melodies









