“Each season, I go closer to myself” – Laura Birn About Finding Humanity in Playing a Robot
“Each season, I go closer to myself” – Laura Birn About Finding Humanity in Playing a Robot text Natalia Muntean cardigan Samsoe Samsoe underwear Sloggi stockings Swedish Stockings shoes Billi Bi timepiece Cartier blazer Tiger of Sweden What first draws a person to a life of performing? For Laura Birn, the Finnish star of Apple TV+’s Foundation, it was a discovery of freedom and connection found far from home. “I moved to Brazil when I was 17 as an exchange student, where I met some theatre people,” she recounts. Though she barely spoke Portuguese, the community was inviting. “They let me be part of a play. At first, I was a mute girl because I didn’t speak the language well, but I fell in love with the group energy.” That same energy, found later in Finnish theatre, offered a thrilling sense of rebellion. “We’re a nation of obeying rules,” she says, “but in theatre, it was like, maybe you don’t always have to. It led me to this opening of a new world. I fell in love.” The journey to playing the silent, powerful android Demerzel on a global stage is a testament to that initial spark. During our photoshoot in Helsinki in mid-August, we traced the city’s architectural dialogue between stark minimalism and ornate history, a metaphor for Birn’s artistry – balancing the cold precision of a robot with the fiery, secret heart of a living being. Natalia Muntean: What’s your favourite thing about acting? Laura Birn: Being able to dive into different worlds and study different sides of myself. I’d be so bored just being me. I love that I have to pull different sides of me or let a character affect me, opening my mind to different views, seeing the world from a perspective someone else feeds me. It’s a privilege. It’s that adventure of entering a different world or seeing this world differently. Natalia Muntean: What’s your favourite thing about acting? Laura Birn: Being able to dive into different worlds and study different sides of myself. I’d be so bored just being me. I love that I have to pull different sides of me or let a character affect me, opening my mind to different views, seeing the world from a perspective someone else feeds me. It’s a privilege. It’s that adventure of entering a different world or seeing this world differently. No one’s mind is lazy. But your roots shape how you think. The way I was raised, I look at things from a certain perspective. So sometimes it’s explosive to think, “Oh, I never thought of this from that perspective,” or someone’s imagination has created a whole universe I get to be part of. It’s very special. NM: How do you choose your roles? LB: There are many ways. Sometimes it’s intuition about the people involved. Sometimes, if there’s an amazing script, there’s no question. But sometimes I’ve jumped into projects without a script because someone was passionate and interesting, and I wanted to see what world we would enter. Sometimes there are people I’ve worked with before, and I say yes even if they don’t tell me much about the project. For Foundation, I auditioned with a self-tape. My agent sent me the pages, and I called her, saying I didn’t understand a word. She read them too and didn’t understand. We kept trying to figure it out, but I knew there was something there. It felt intriguing and different, wild and weird, and I was interested. blazer Tiger of Sweden NM: Demerzel is one of the series’ most complex characters, a robot with emotions. How did you prepare to play such a layered, non-human role? LB: It’s been a lovely puzzle. We started shooting season one just before the pandemic. We’d been shooting for a couple of months when lockdown happened. Then we took a break and continued. In the beginning, I didn’t have much information. I just had glimpses. We talked with David S. Goyer, the showrunner, who gave me little hints and taught me a new phrase, “slow burn.” He said, “Be patient, the secrets will start opening,” because I had many questions. At first, Demerzel is very observant, holding back, not revealing much of her universe. Little by little, it’s been a joy because I now know so much more and can give more or hold back more. Her arc works well when you watch season three and then go back to season one; you see those little hints building her complexity. The writing is amazing and easy to lean on. Then there’s the mechanical, physical side; she’s held together, but her inner life is rich. Each season, I go closer to myself, asking questions like, “Who am I? How did I become me? How much are my choices really mine, or shaped by upbringing or society? Is there a ‘pure me’ inside?” I find the question of programming interesting. In a certain sense, we are all shaped by our parents, by society, and by the people close to us. In season three, she goes through an existential crisis, trying to understand her programming and place in this dynasty with the weird boys, her family, and what choices she’d make if not programmed. So many questions around identity and purpose or meaning, it was interesting and complex. I even noticed myself thinking, “Maybe it’s a midlife crisis for me, and for her, an 18,000-year crisis.” dress Victoria Chan pumps Flattered NM: What’s your favourite thing about playing Demerzel, and what’s the most challenging? LB: I really love working with all the Cleons Lee, Terry, and Cassian, who’ve become close friends. We’ve been through a lot, including many incredible occasions and challenges, such as COVID-19 and the strikes. During COVID, we were in a bubble on an island, a tiny, weird family. From Demerzel’s side, I love the emotionally difficult scenes. It´s always intriguing to figure out how this human-like machine responds to unexpected events









